...I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to write right now, my mind is in such a mess, it's actually kind of hard to sit down and and focus on writing this.
A lot has been going on on my end...almost too
Some of which you might remember from previous journals I posted before they were deleted........I'm trying to stay happy, and I'm trying to continue looking at our beautiful world with a smile while waiting to see what the next day will bring, and I thought I would be strong enough to be able to stand firm through it all and at least try and keep drawing, or doing something else that I enjoy..
..But as of late nothing I liked doing before is very enjoyable anymore.
It's kind of amazing how receiving all kinds of bad news so suddenly and in such a short span of time can really make everything around you seem so....is 'empty' the word I'm looking for?
I'll stop there, I'm sorry that this journal is so downbeat, I usually don't post such depressing things because I don't want to cause worry to friends, especially
so close to the holidays, but I didn't want to just leave you in silence for the time I'll be away without having a decided time when I'll be back.
Though I will tell you, even though I may not answer any messages or comment on things right away, I'll still come on from time to time to see how you're all doing.
So you better continue making awesome pictures and writing awesome stories for me to view! Okay?
...I'll be fine in the long run, as long as I have people I love with me, I'll always bounce right back.
I love you guys, and I hope that you have a wonderful holiday and a happy new year!