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You're boundless strength and fighting will I always admired so
But looking at you now, your fight is nearly over,
It's almost time for you to go

Frail, a breath you're barely taking,
Weak, your heart just barley beating

A prisoner within, something you've always dread
Your spirit's almost done, there's barley just a shred

So far off you seem, though by your side I stay,
To have you back as you once were
There is no price I wouldn't pay

I struggle and curse and wish and cry
it isn't right, it isn't fair,
I don't want to say good bye

But when I'm almost lost in darkness, that's when you fight once more
A moment of that strength and will
Just a second of who you were before

A smile you give, my hand you squeeze, before again you drift away
You let me know you love me, and whisper..

...'It's okay'...
It's Okay..
Couldn't sleep one night until I made this, and tonight I was debating whether or not if it was alright to post something so personal. Steadily, it's getting harder and if I didn't have such wonderful people in my life...I don't think I'd be able to make it through this as well as I am(if I can even call it 'well') I've cried more than I ever had in my whole life put together, and my husband has been my biggest support when it comes to confiding in what I'm feeling.

..I'm usually not one for poems since I really don't know how to rhyme very well. And I don't think that this is very good...but I think this sharing in a creative outlet like this will help a little more..

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For my Grandmother, who even in her most wearied state of mind, still manages to show me how boundless real strength, courage and love truly is..despite the limits of what ever body may hold them.
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Hello Neighbor by Toony-Tornado
Hello Neighbor
This cutie coming to visit in the backyard brightened my day considerably after all that's happened.
Tried to get a good picture to share :)
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Sorry...

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 18, 2014, 8:42 PM
...I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to write right now, my mind is in such a mess, it's actually kind of hard to sit down and and focus on writing this.

A lot has been going on on my end...almost too much.

Some of which you might remember from previous journals I posted before they were deleted........I'm trying to stay happy, and I'm trying to continue looking at our beautiful world with a smile while waiting to see what the next day will bring, and I thought I would be strong enough to be able to stand firm through it all and at least try and keep drawing, or doing something else that I enjoy..

..But as of late nothing I liked doing before is very enjoyable anymore.

It's kind of amazing how receiving all kinds of bad news so suddenly and in such a short span of time can really make everything around you seem so....is 'empty' the word I'm looking for?

I'll stop there, I'm sorry that this journal is so downbeat, I usually don't post such depressing things because I don't want to cause worry to friends, especially so close to the holidays, but I didn't want to just leave you in silence for the time I'll be away without having a decided time when I'll be back.

Though I will tell you, even though I may not answer any messages or comment on things right away, I'll still come on from time to time to see how you're all doing.
So you better continue making awesome pictures and writing awesome stories for me to view! Okay? :)

...I'll be fine in the long run, as long as I have people I love with me, I'll always bounce right back.:)

I love you guys, and I hope that you have a wonderful holiday and a happy new year!

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Toony-Tornado
Toony-Tornado
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I'm nothing too terribly special, just your average Art Lover wanting to spend a little time on here to make friends, view wonderful art works, and improve her own drawing skills for the sake of personal satisfaction:iconsecretfoxplz:

Sorry...

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 18, 2014, 8:42 PM
...I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to write right now, my mind is in such a mess, it's actually kind of hard to sit down and and focus on writing this.

A lot has been going on on my end...almost too much.

Some of which you might remember from previous journals I posted before they were deleted........I'm trying to stay happy, and I'm trying to continue looking at our beautiful world with a smile while waiting to see what the next day will bring, and I thought I would be strong enough to be able to stand firm through it all and at least try and keep drawing, or doing something else that I enjoy..

..But as of late nothing I liked doing before is very enjoyable anymore.

It's kind of amazing how receiving all kinds of bad news so suddenly and in such a short span of time can really make everything around you seem so....is 'empty' the word I'm looking for?

I'll stop there, I'm sorry that this journal is so downbeat, I usually don't post such depressing things because I don't want to cause worry to friends, especially so close to the holidays, but I didn't want to just leave you in silence for the time I'll be away without having a decided time when I'll be back.

Though I will tell you, even though I may not answer any messages or comment on things right away, I'll still come on from time to time to see how you're all doing.
So you better continue making awesome pictures and writing awesome stories for me to view! Okay? :)

...I'll be fine in the long run, as long as I have people I love with me, I'll always bounce right back.:)

I love you guys, and I hope that you have a wonderful holiday and a happy new year!

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:iconstarblazekirara:
StarBlazeKirara Featured By Owner 19 minutes ago  Hobbyist Artist
hi, just wanted to see how you were doing
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Mika-chan9 Featured By Owner 1 hour ago
Hey!!
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NightAngelGirl Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! :glomp: :D doing better? 
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:icontoony-tornado:
Toony-Tornado Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
A little I suppose, I was in a bit of a place last night, but I'm okay:)
Thanks for asking sweetie
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NightAngelGirl Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm happy your okay ^^  
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ProfessorRatiganFan Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
What's up?
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:icontoony-tornado:
Toony-Tornado Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
A bit, but it's fine.

What about you? is school still going well?
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ProfessorRatiganFan Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:hug:

First semester went really well!  Two A's and a B!  3.6 GPA!!!
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Toony-Tornado Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
Oh that's wonderful! you better keep up the good work! :D
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romancefreak Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey Toony! :huggle: Here's a little late Christmas Gift for you. I really hope you like it, my sweet friend! Gift: Glomping Santa
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